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Full of Grace

the winter here’s cold, and bitter
it’s chilled us to the bone
we haven’t seen the sun for weeks
too long too far from home
I feel just like I’m sinking
and I claw for solid ground
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting go

if all of the strength and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I can love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love

so it’s better this way, I said
having seen this place before
where everything we say and do
hurts us all the more
its just that we stayed, too long
in the same old sickly skin
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting go

if all of the strength
and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love
~ Sarah McLachlan
Master’s Maids: Part 3 Pre-Order link: http://bit.ly/1lQ3F1x
[Novelette: 10,000 words, approx: 40 eReader pages, part 3 of a serial read (series)]Twenty-something Celeste is just a simple person, trying to make ends meet working as a maid for the wealthy and powerful. Recently unemployed with rent coming due, she seeks employment through a maid-services agency and gratefully agrees to a unique and well-paying job that requires a signed contract arrangement.Her life changes forever when welcomed into Cardiff Manor, the private estate and residence of Master Sebastian Earl Cardiff. Her work requirements are highly unique as well as very erotic. Firm boundaries established when and how interaction occurs between Master and maid, while room for erotic frolicking and exploration with the other maids under Master Cardiff’s employ are encouraged.Celeste finds that satisfying the erotic proclivities of her Master are not only intriguing, and eventually sought after, but open her to an entirely different realm and way of living than she had ever dared imagined. Join her as she discovers her submissive nature and is introduced to her growing preference for kinky sex-play.{Please be advised: Profane language, adult, and sexual relations are included. If this type of material/content offends, please don’t read/purchase, thank you.}

Master’s Maids: Part 3 Pre-Order link: http://bit.ly/1lQ3F1x

[Novelette: 10,000 words, approx: 40 eReader pages, part 3 of a serial read (series)]

Twenty-something Celeste is just a simple person, trying to make ends meet working as a maid for the wealthy and powerful. Recently unemployed with rent coming due, she seeks employment through a maid-services agency and gratefully agrees to a unique and well-paying job that requires a signed contract arrangement.

Her life changes forever when welcomed into Cardiff Manor, the private estate and residence of Master Sebastian Earl Cardiff. Her work requirements are highly unique as well as very erotic. Firm boundaries established when and how interaction occurs between Master and maid, while room for erotic frolicking and exploration with the other maids under Master Cardiff’s employ are encouraged.

Celeste finds that satisfying the erotic proclivities of her Master are not only intriguing, and eventually sought after, but open her to an entirely different realm and way of living than she had ever dared imagined. Join her as she discovers her submissive nature and is introduced to her growing preference for kinky sex-play.

{Please be advised: Profane language, adult, and sexual relations are included. If this type of material/content offends, please don’t read/purchase, thank you.}

One, Two, Three!

somebody’s been a bad girl! :P

somebody’s been a bad girl! :P

(Source: olderoticart)

I just wanna watch movies with you…

I just wanna watch movies with you…

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redsirocco:

nezua:

A true artist gives it their all, even on the parts you barely see.

YES.

redsirocco:

nezua:

A true artist gives it their all, even on the parts you barely see.

YES.

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I am so impressed!! 

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Trouble - They spun a web for me

"Trouble"

Oh, no, I see
A spider web, it’s tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I’d said,

Oh, no, what’s this?
A spider web, and I’m caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I’ve done,

And I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well, if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh, no, I see
A spider web, and it’s me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here am I in my little bubble,
Singing out…

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well, if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh, no, I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.
~ Coldplay

Anonymous said: Just saw your article on the Louie episode. Feeling super invisible after reading it. I'm a real-life, 27 y/o, fat, heterosexual, woman who has never been on a date/kissed/etc. Just because FAs exist doesn't mean that every fat woman has the experience of being romantically pursued.

askaguywholikesfatchicks:

Every fat woman is capable of having the experience of being romantically pursued. The piece was written from an experienced person to the inexperienced, in no way was I trying to imply that there is something wrong or unusual about you for not having accumulated the 15+ years of experience that I have in navigating the fat dating community. Your experience is closer to most people’s than mine. My experience is not the usual, though it should be.

The most misunderstood thing about that piece (and I totally take responsibility for this, with a caveat for the fact I had less than 24 hours to get it up on the web—meaning I didn’t get to polish the segues from part to part and comprehensively explain why I brought certain things up as much as I’d like—that’s just How It Is) is the idea that it was a #notallmen rant. I was very happy with that Louie episode and Sarah Baker was incredible. I used it as a jumpoff point to discuss how those men do exist and that there’s a gap to be closed. Without question it is Our Own Fault as men who download fat porn or compartmentalize our true desires to the occasional weekend at a BBW bash (or fuck fat FWBs without letting our friends—or wives—know) that we are too cowardly/stupid/whatever to fight for visibility that would benefit both us and our partners. (I’m actually relieved that the episode didn’t touch FAs with a ten foot pole, as my sexuality has never in the history of televised media been played for anything but laughs or creepiness, and while I admire his efforts, Louis C.K. is far too body-negative for a representation to be safe in his hands)

I don’t view myself as anything other than a messenger because I am privy to knowledge that more fat people should have. Many people are grossed out by the idea of seeking out someone specifically physically attracted to their body type. That’s up to them. But fatophobia is so deeply embedded in our society that people (such as many of the commentors) react with flagrant disgust at the very idea of being presented with that knowledge, or in your case, taking from it that you’re being left out. You’re not. If you’re interested in finding out more about BBW culture and events and things completely designed to make you feel more visible in society, romantically and otherwise, I’m not sorry for presenting that option to you. I am sorry that my piece was worded hastily in a way that made you feel excluded. I’m interested in bridging the gaps between the enormous amount of fat-admiring straight men whom we have no other quantitative data on other than things like porn search statistics, and how different real life could be if they didn’t consign their objects of desire to the margins.

Great thoughts… glad you shared them!

Full of Grace

the winter here’s cold, and bitter
it’s chilled us to the bone
we haven’t seen the sun for weeks
too long too far from home
I feel just like I’m sinking
and I claw for solid ground
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting go

if all of the strength and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I can love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love

so it’s better this way, I said
having seen this place before
where everything we say and do
hurts us all the more
its just that we stayed, too long
in the same old sickly skin
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting go

if all of the strength
and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
full of grace
full of grace
my love
~ Sarah McLachlan

(Source: eros-addict, via sassysweetpea)

Master’s Maids: Part 3 Pre-Order link: http://bit.ly/1lQ3F1x
[Novelette: 10,000 words, approx: 40 eReader pages, part 3 of a serial read (series)]Twenty-something Celeste is just a simple person, trying to make ends meet working as a maid for the wealthy and powerful. Recently unemployed with rent coming due, she seeks employment through a maid-services agency and gratefully agrees to a unique and well-paying job that requires a signed contract arrangement.Her life changes forever when welcomed into Cardiff Manor, the private estate and residence of Master Sebastian Earl Cardiff. Her work requirements are highly unique as well as very erotic. Firm boundaries established when and how interaction occurs between Master and maid, while room for erotic frolicking and exploration with the other maids under Master Cardiff’s employ are encouraged.Celeste finds that satisfying the erotic proclivities of her Master are not only intriguing, and eventually sought after, but open her to an entirely different realm and way of living than she had ever dared imagined. Join her as she discovers her submissive nature and is introduced to her growing preference for kinky sex-play.{Please be advised: Profane language, adult, and sexual relations are included. If this type of material/content offends, please don’t read/purchase, thank you.}

Master’s Maids: Part 3 Pre-Order link: http://bit.ly/1lQ3F1x

[Novelette: 10,000 words, approx: 40 eReader pages, part 3 of a serial read (series)]

Twenty-something Celeste is just a simple person, trying to make ends meet working as a maid for the wealthy and powerful. Recently unemployed with rent coming due, she seeks employment through a maid-services agency and gratefully agrees to a unique and well-paying job that requires a signed contract arrangement.

Her life changes forever when welcomed into Cardiff Manor, the private estate and residence of Master Sebastian Earl Cardiff. Her work requirements are highly unique as well as very erotic. Firm boundaries established when and how interaction occurs between Master and maid, while room for erotic frolicking and exploration with the other maids under Master Cardiff’s employ are encouraged.

Celeste finds that satisfying the erotic proclivities of her Master are not only intriguing, and eventually sought after, but open her to an entirely different realm and way of living than she had ever dared imagined. Join her as she discovers her submissive nature and is introduced to her growing preference for kinky sex-play.

{Please be advised: Profane language, adult, and sexual relations are included. If this type of material/content offends, please don’t read/purchase, thank you.}

One, Two, Three!

somebody’s been a bad girl! :P

somebody’s been a bad girl! :P

(Source: olderoticart)

I just wanna watch movies with you…

I just wanna watch movies with you…

(Source: fuckjerry, via sassysweetpea)

redsirocco:

nezua:

A true artist gives it their all, even on the parts you barely see.

YES.

redsirocco:

nezua:

A true artist gives it their all, even on the parts you barely see.

YES.

(Source: valscrapbook, via precious-her)

I am so impressed!! 

(Source: vaginawoolf, via silentgirl428)

Trouble - They spun a web for me

"Trouble"

Oh, no, I see
A spider web, it’s tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I’d said,

Oh, no, what’s this?
A spider web, and I’m caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I’ve done,

And I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well, if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh, no, I see
A spider web, and it’s me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here am I in my little bubble,
Singing out…

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well, if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh, no, I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.
~ Coldplay
Yup… 

Yup… 

(Source: m.weheartit.com, via futuresexapades)

Anonymous said: Just saw your article on the Louie episode. Feeling super invisible after reading it. I'm a real-life, 27 y/o, fat, heterosexual, woman who has never been on a date/kissed/etc. Just because FAs exist doesn't mean that every fat woman has the experience of being romantically pursued.

askaguywholikesfatchicks:

Every fat woman is capable of having the experience of being romantically pursued. The piece was written from an experienced person to the inexperienced, in no way was I trying to imply that there is something wrong or unusual about you for not having accumulated the 15+ years of experience that I have in navigating the fat dating community. Your experience is closer to most people’s than mine. My experience is not the usual, though it should be.

The most misunderstood thing about that piece (and I totally take responsibility for this, with a caveat for the fact I had less than 24 hours to get it up on the web—meaning I didn’t get to polish the segues from part to part and comprehensively explain why I brought certain things up as much as I’d like—that’s just How It Is) is the idea that it was a #notallmen rant. I was very happy with that Louie episode and Sarah Baker was incredible. I used it as a jumpoff point to discuss how those men do exist and that there’s a gap to be closed. Without question it is Our Own Fault as men who download fat porn or compartmentalize our true desires to the occasional weekend at a BBW bash (or fuck fat FWBs without letting our friends—or wives—know) that we are too cowardly/stupid/whatever to fight for visibility that would benefit both us and our partners. (I’m actually relieved that the episode didn’t touch FAs with a ten foot pole, as my sexuality has never in the history of televised media been played for anything but laughs or creepiness, and while I admire his efforts, Louis C.K. is far too body-negative for a representation to be safe in his hands)

I don’t view myself as anything other than a messenger because I am privy to knowledge that more fat people should have. Many people are grossed out by the idea of seeking out someone specifically physically attracted to their body type. That’s up to them. But fatophobia is so deeply embedded in our society that people (such as many of the commentors) react with flagrant disgust at the very idea of being presented with that knowledge, or in your case, taking from it that you’re being left out. You’re not. If you’re interested in finding out more about BBW culture and events and things completely designed to make you feel more visible in society, romantically and otherwise, I’m not sorry for presenting that option to you. I am sorry that my piece was worded hastily in a way that made you feel excluded. I’m interested in bridging the gaps between the enormous amount of fat-admiring straight men whom we have no other quantitative data on other than things like porn search statistics, and how different real life could be if they didn’t consign their objects of desire to the margins.

Great thoughts… glad you shared them!

Full of Grace
Trouble - They spun a web for me

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